I ate ice cream last night and drank a lot of water.

I slept okay, it was a little interrupted, and I took pain meds a couple of times. I still have compression socks on too (I wish he’d done the liposuction on my thighs). I have slight twinges in the boob area but nothing compared to below my navel. Holy smokes, it hurts. I have a little bleeding at the incision where they took skin for the graft, and at my navel where they put the long wand thingy in to pull out fat to fill in a left boob crease. I won’t post that fun photo; if it creeps me out, its not for general publication.

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In terms of duration, pain and bodily torture, the order is;

• Stage 1 – Double mastectomy, addition of tissue expanders
• Stage 3 – Nipple reconstruction, skin graft and fat transplant
• Stage 2 – Tissue expanders removed and replaced with implants

My stage 3 surgery was on Good Friday, and it was, I woke up from general anesthesia. It was our 3rd rodeo, so it was a tedious run-up to the day. I didn’t prepare at home as much, no precooked meals, no massive clean-up. I was busy at work and just did the minimum pre-surgery requirements; no supplements and alcohol for 2 weeks.

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My third surgery is on Good Friday. I hope its a great Friday.

Preparation for this surgery has been easier mainly because I’ve done it before. No supplements, no aspirin, no alcohol.  Whatever, let’s just get this over and done with!

I was a little unsure a month ago, but I took some photos and they changed my mind.  I see myself every morning, I look okay, I don’t look like a topless model. I’ve got used to Barbie boobs, the unevenness, the crease on my right side and an indent where the surgeon scraped close to the skin where my cancer was. I don’t like the corners at the ends of the scar seams, but I believe they will probably smooth out over time. If not I think they look worse when I look down on them.  I’ve posted some bad phone images below, leave now if you’re weirded out by scars and deformities. They’re not gross, just a little unusual.

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February 15, 2016 I had an appointment to discuss the next phase of my breast reconstruction, stage 3; nipples. It was really nice to see all the people in the office. They took another set of topless shots for the album. Ah, good times. The girls look like dumplings, and I’m getting used to seeing them.  

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